Why I Do What I Do

Why I Do What I Do
 
I’m 60 years old, when I was 7 my babysitter gave me my first oral. When I was 14 and 15 I had affairs with 3 of my high school teachers. My first girlfriend left me for a 20 year old drug addict that I saw lying in the streets strung out 20 years later. I had 3 girlfriends that were pregnant but tests prove I was not the father. I had 2 of my ex’s that had abortions behind my back. Although I was never formally charged, I had 3 girls that accused me of gRAPE. They spread rumors around the circle of people with whom I surrounded myself. Two of those girls I never even touched, the third one I have never had sex.
 
Two weeks before my wife served me my divorce papers, she blurted out, “the first time we had sex, you raped me”. Did she mean to say that I raped her, and then she married me?
 
In my teens and into my twenties, I had a few girlfriends confide in me that their step dad was constantly molesting them. (And you want to marry a single mother). Female classmates in college and in high school told me similar stories. I never knew why those girls never reported this to the police. I later found out that young girls have gRAPE fantasies about their step-fathers. Sometimes these young girls blurt out their fantasies to invoke or manipulate a “rescue me” response from a boy with whom she’s talking. (And you STILL want to marry a single mother)
 
I’ve dated movie starlets and had 3 women in my life that were singers. (2 well known at the time and 1 not so well known.) I was married in my late 30’s and when she divorced me, stole $310,000 from my accounts. After my divorce 23 married women in my neighborhood started approaching me suggesting they will leave their man for me. 10 of those women had kids. One of those women divorced her husband, and when the divorce was final, she started coming around again. One time she sent her 12-year-old daughter to tell me, “you’re my mommy’s boyfriend.” I’m not about to break up a family. When I showed my disinterest, they went to their husbands and told them I was hitting on them. In my teens I had 4 girlfriends of single mothers and their mom (3 of them) made advances towards me. When I turned them down, they told their daughter to leave me. One of the girl’s I dated, her aunt hit on me and left it alone after that.
 
I’ve had several girlfriends in the past. When their best friend hit on me and I refused, they told my girlfriend that I hit on them. One of my girlfriends’ best friends convinced my girlfriend to break up with me. When she did, that girl came up to me and asked if I could “give her a try”.
 
I’ve dated a woman that had a net worth of $41 million back in the 1980’s, she left me for a 55 year old man that was worth much more. He ended up dumping her a few months later and she begged me to come back to her.
 
My 61 year old sister had 3 kids from 3 different men and married and divorced 2 of them. From the age of 16, all of her boyfriends and husbands were alcoholic, drug addicts and violent criminals. Mind you that growing up, her and I were never surrounded by any drugs or alcohol.
 
My life has been a series of temporary hookups based on financial worth. I’ve watched my childhood friends, my classmates, coworkers and neighbors in the same storm. No love, just temporary conquest until something better comes along. I have only wanted one girlfriend, I’m ashamed that I’ve had so many.
 
I’ve been single for 22 years and even last month a 50+ year old female bank manager came over to my side of the bar to give me her business card. I am not a drinker of spirits but I have a coffee every afternoon at the bar of a nice restaurant near me. She overheard that I was single while I was talking to the bartender. She said, “I overheard that you are single. We are both in the same boat”. The bartender was shocked when she saw this. She thought I was lying about my dating past. The only thing that was going through my mind when she handed me her card was, “we are not in the same boat, we are in the same storm”
 
I’m 60 years old, bald, ugly, fat and going blind. I’m not saying that I’m this “hot” commodity that every girl desires, I’m saying I know the modern feminist influenced woman so well, I can even predict with almost 60% accuracy, what they will say next and how they lie.
 
When I tell women my story, they almost always say one of the following.
 
“Not ALL women are like that!”
“You hate women.”
“Who hurt you?”
“You just pick the wrong women.”
“Where do you find these women?”
 
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Published: July 28, 2023 at 12:00PM